How...

Sometimes you're so hurt and sad that not even words can relieve you from the pain. No words, no screams, no tears are enough for me to express how sad I am. 

How will it go away? 

Religion

You’re leaving very soon, my love
How can you do that when I didn’t get enough

You’re leaving in a week,
My God it’s going to be tough

Why did God choose this for us?
Why did he have to be so rough?

You’re a star in my night sky
An Angel sent from above

Why are you leaving me? Why?
I wish I had an answer for us

I’m so damn lost without you
why do we suffer for lust?

It’s what God had chosen, darling
and in him we have to trust

In the end, I will have to follow my holy book

and you will follow your cross

F*cked

I came to a realization. 

We're all fucked up. 

Everybody's fucked up in their own different way, though. 

I figured I'd let you all know. 

I need to stop rhyming, it's becoming an addiction. 

Hurt

I'm really upset but I don't want to complain about it so I bottle it all in.
Do you know how much it hurts to keep it all in without exploding?

Friends?

You confuse me… a lot.

One day you’re my friend, the next you’re not.

One day you’re distant, and one day you’re close.

I wonder what to do when I talk to you

Because you confuse me

You really do.

Okay

Can you tell I'm not okay?

Numb

I become stronger each time

my heart is nobody else’s, it’s mine

and I will no longer follow the guidelines